It is like a switch. You don't know when it is coming but you know he can change in a switch. I was just telling my therapist yesterday its been so calm and quiet, we are getting along I am sure something is gonna happen soon. Well it did.
We were good all day and last night out of no where I became a 40 year old who never amounted to nothing and has nothing. To explain, we hired a new employee, I handle all new hires and get them set up. Because we are working remotely I send a welcome text with all their instructions and information they need to start the following day. I sent the text then continued to get my daughter ready for bed after I had planned to contact the new hire and see if he had any questions. The text included a video and some apps he needed to download so it would take him time to get through everything. This has always worked for every new hire. Well of course the new hire doesn't read the text and continues to call my boyfriend and ask him what to do with this and that, all the while I explained to him over and over that I am his contact for all questions.
Of course, this pissed off my boyfriend because no one is allowed to call him more then once or ask him a simple question, and just telling him please call my girlfriend is too much work for him. So I became the 40 year old who doesn't amount to nothing, oh, and who doesn't know how to run a business.
So, my tone in this post is a bit angry and I apologize. I am just so tired of always being put down especially for things that are out of my control. It makes me think over and over in my head why I should just get out and then I get angry with myself because all my reasons are valid good reasons but I don't move. I know his lack of respect and issues are not mine. It's just so hard when you love and respect someone so much and they don't love and respect you in the same way.
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